MY PATH

I was born in 1971 in Krasnodar, Russia, where I spent the first 24 years of my life. In 1995, my world opened outward — I moved abroad, and from that moment my international journey began.

From 1995 to 1998, I lived in Brazil, where I mastered the Portuguese language and immersed myself deeply in a culture rooted in embodiment, sensuality, and a living connection with nature. This period became a significant stage of personal expansion and a profound shift in my worldview.

Beginning in 1998, and for the following 25 years, I lived in Seattle, USA. It was in the United States that my years of professional formation unfolded — my education, entrepreneurial path, and the creation of financial abundance. There, I received most of my degrees, completed key training programs, and began shaping my own original methodologies for working with human transformation.

I currently reside in Costa Rica, where I am the owner of two retreat centers — Sun Castle and the Arinnitti Ark. Costa Rica has become a space of integration for all that I have accumulated: where nature, conscious community, spiritual depth, and the practical realization of my projects converge.

Since 1995, I have traveled extensively, visiting most countries in Europe, Asia, North, South, and Central America, several countries in Africa, and even regions beyond the Arctic Circle. This experience has given me a rare ability to perceive people and cultures beyond narrow national, cultural, or mental frameworks.

I have an extensive educational background and continue learning throughout my life. For me, education is neither a formality nor the accumulation of diplomas, but a tool for real transformation — one that must be applicable to human life, the body, and the psyche.

My professional development evolved from working with the body and sexuality toward broader and more integrated systems of understanding the human being. At different stages of my path, my studies and practice focused on:

• sexual healing and sexology

• life coaching and transformational coaching

• psychology and psychosomatics

• neuroscience and brain-based work

• integration of somatic, emotional, and cognitive processes

I have completed education and certification programs in the United States, Canada, Russia, and other countries, working with a wide range of therapeutic and coaching modalities. Over time, this led me to develop my own integrative approach, combining science, psychology, embodied awareness, and deep transformational work.

An essential part of my professional activity is the development of emotional intelligence — the ability to recognize, experience, and consciously transform emotional states in a healthy and sustainable way. This focus is embodied in the educational space Emotional Intelligence, a Telegram group created within the framework of the Arinnitti Academy.

Within this space, I share materials, practices, and insights related to working with emotions, the psyche, and inner states, while also accompanying participants through their personal transformation processes. The group includes additional materials, in-depth discussions, answers to questions, and commentaries that complement my public lectures and courses.

The “Emotional Intelligence” course was first conducted in May–June 2025 for the Fireflies — members of the Sun Tribe brotherhood — and later became available to a wider audience. All five lectures of the course are compiled in an open playlist on the Arinnitti Academy YouTube channel. However, for deeper and more consistent work, participation in the Telegram group is recommended, as it preserves the live and evolving context of the learning process.

My childhood and a significant part of my adult life were marked by an intense experience of pain — physical, emotional, and existential. Early trauma, chronic conditions, difficult life circumstances, depression, and panic attacks became part of my personal path.

Beginning in 2013, pain ceased to be only a source of suffering for me. It became an object of conscious study, observation, and inner work. I came to see that emotional pain is one of the core structures of the human psyche — the very force that shapes trauma, repetitive life patterns, destructive behaviors, and inner conflicts.

This experience did not break me; it became a point of growth and awakening. It led me into deep self-inquiry, professional training, and the development of an integrative approach rooted in the ability to transform pain into a resource, strength, and awareness — rather than suppressing or avoiding it.

Today, I teach people how to work with pain not through resistance, but through presence, acceptance, and transformation. This path allows one to move beyond the victim state, restore connection with the body and emotions, and reclaim inner wholeness.

In my work, I also draw upon the concept of the “pain-body” introduced by Eckhart Tolle in Chapter Five of the book A New Earth, where pain is described as an autonomous psycho-emotional structure that sustains suffering as long as a person remains unconscious.

For a deeper exploration of this topic, you may watch my extended lecture on the Pain-Body on the Arinnitti Academy YouTube channel, and also refer to A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle, which became one of the key reference points in my understanding of this process.

Working with pain naturally led me to the next stage — the acceptance of my own shadow and dark power. Over time, I came to see clearly that most human suffering is not caused by darkness itself, but by its denial, repression, and the fear of it.

Light and darkness are not opposing enemies. They are two aspects of a single whole, both essential for experiencing life in the material world. Darkness is connected to the body, instincts, sexuality, power, boundaries, and manifestation in matter — which is precisely why it is so often suppressed or demonized.

By denying the shadow, a person loses access to their own energy and inner resources. Repressed aspects inevitably return in the form of fears, aggression, addictions, and recurring victim-based life patterns. Accepting the shadow, however, is not indulgence in destructive impulses, but the assumption of responsibility for the full spectrum of one’s being.

Through conscious work with the body, emotions, and awareness, I moved from inner conflict to integration. The union of light and darkness became a key to stability, maturity, and inner freedom — a state in which energy is no longer drained, but begins to serve creation.

This is the path I now teach others as well: a movement out of duality and victimhood toward wholeness and the power of the Creator. This theme is explored in greater depth in my lecture “The Union of Light and Darkness. Understanding the Laws of the Universe,” where I explain the mechanisms of shadow integration and their impact on life, relationships, and self-realization.

A pivotal turning point in my journey was my encounter with the Taoist tradition of energetic and sexual healing — a system of knowledge that views the human being as an integrated unity of body, energy, emotions, and consciousness.

In 2014, after being diagnosed with vulvodynia — a chronic pain condition resistant to conventional medical treatment — I was compelled to seek alternative paths to healing. This search led me to Thailand, where I studied under Mantak Chia, a world-renowned master and the founder of the Universal Healing Tao system.

The Taoist approach, rooted in working with life energy, restoring natural energetic circulation within the body, and integrating the sexual, emotional, and spiritual dimensions, became the first method that produced real, tangible, and sustainable results for me — both on a physical level and in my psychological state and perception of life.

Unlike Western medicine, which is primarily focused on suppressing symptoms, the Taoist system offered a path of recovery through conscious interaction with the body, breath, attention, and sexual energy. This experience became my first practical confirmation that the body possesses a profound capacity for self-regulation and healing when the right conditions are created.

It was Mantak Chia who became my first Teacher, laying the foundation for my дальнейший path in healing, embodied work, consciousness exploration, and spiritual development. The knowledge and practices I received later formed the basis of my own integrative approach and were further adapted and expanded within the educational programs of the Arinnitti Academy, where they are combined with modern scientific research and psychological work.

Continuing my education, I immersed myself more deeply in the study of sexuality, sexual healing, and psychosomatics under the guidance of various teachers and educational institutions in the United States. In parallel, I systematically studied modern scientific disciplines, including:

• anatomy and physiology

• medicine and biology

• psychology and neurobiology

By combining Taoist and Tantric techniques with contemporary scientific knowledge, I not only overcame chronic pain conditions, but also conducted in-depth research into the capacities of the female body, the neurophysiology of pleasure, and the relationship between the body, psyche, and consciousness.

In 2016, I clearly recognized my calling — to share this knowledge with others and to cultivate a more mature, conscious, and holistic approach to sexuality. From that point on, I began systematically sharing materials on harmonious sexuality, embodied awareness, and working with sexual energy on the pages of this website.

In the blog, you will find hundreds of articles dedicated to the body, psyche, sexuality, and inner wholeness. The Workshops section presents descriptions of live educational programs and practical seminars. In the Video Courses section, you can access high-quality educational materials — including recordings of live workshops and webinars, as well as studio-produced courses. The Free Videos section contains a library of open-access materials available for independent study. You can also read reviews of my work here.

Today, I continue to share this knowledge through the Arinnitti Academy across Instagram, YouTube, and TikTok, where my lectures, educational materials, and research are currently available in open access. This is a conscious choice — to make foundational knowledge about the body, sexuality, and inner wholeness accessible to as many people as possible.

Since 2013, I have also been deeply engaged in the study of brain function and contemporary neuroscience. My areas of focus have included:

• neurobiology and neurophysiology

• neuroplasticity and the formation of neural networks

• coherence between brain and heart function

• the influence of attention, emotions, and somatic states on thinking and behavior

I explore how stable neural patterns are formed, how habitual responses can be reprogrammed, and how emotional and embodied practices are capable of transforming the psyche, behavior, and overall quality of life. A distinct area of my research is epigenetics — the influence of lifestyle, environment, patterns of thinking, and emotional states on gene expression.

In parallel, I obtained several degrees in psychology and coaching. In my professional work, I draw upon cognitive-behavioral approaches, psychosomatics, existential psychology, and the analytical ideas of Carl Jung. Training in metacognitive programming and exponential coaching enabled me to integrate scientific and transformational methods into a unified, integral system.

The quintessence of these studies and practices became the space known as “Emotional Intelligence” — an educational environment where neuroscience, psychology, and spiritual principles converge in an applied and accessible form. This space represents a concentrated synthesis of many years of my work, aimed at cultivating awareness, emotional maturity, and inner resilience.

My projects and educational initiatives, including the Emotional Intelligence group, are developed within the framework of the Arinnitti Academy, where I continue to systematize and transmit knowledge about the functioning of the brain, psyche, and consciousness in ways that are directly applicable to real life.

The culmination of my many years of work became the Arinnitti Academy — an educational space across Instagram, YouTube, and TikTok, where psychology, neuroscience, embodied practices, transformational coaching, and sacred knowledge are brought together.

The Academy was created as a space for systemic human development, where inner transformation is grounded not in abstract concepts, but in practical work with thinking patterns, emotions, the body, and life scenarios. At the core of its programs lies an integrative approach that combines contemporary scientific research with time-tested spiritual and somatic methods.

The Academy is designed for people who seek conscious living, personal maturity, and inner wholeness. Within its programs, regular practices and sessions are offered, focused on cultivating self-reflection, emotional resilience, embodied awareness, and the harmonization of one’s relationship with oneself and the surrounding world.

Particular emphasis is placed on the ability to apply acquired knowledge in real life — in professional realization, relationships, creativity, and decision-making. Arinnitti Academy has become not only an educational platform, but also a point of convergence for people ready to move beyond survival-based patterns and step into a more mature, conscious, and integrated way of living.

My path to abundance did not begin with success, but with a life shaped by scarcity and limitation. A significant part of my life unfolded under conditions of financial instability, inner lack, and inherited beliefs formed in an environment where survival was considered normal and abundance was seen as unattainable or even dangerous.

My work with abundance began not with money, but with transforming mindset, the body, and inner belief systems. Through psychological, somatic, neurobiological, and spiritual practices, I gradually cultivated what is often called a “millionaire mindset” — not as a mental construct, but as a state of inner abundance. This work led to remarkable results. In 2019, my ex husband and I founded a startup in the United States that, within just 2.5 years, achieved unicorn status with a valuation of $1.5 billion.

Yet it was precisely at this stage that a key realization emerged: true wealth is not defined by what one holds in a bank account, but by what one is able to share. Abundance ceased to be a personal goal and became a tool for service. This understanding naturally led to a transition from individual success and the educational projects of the Arinnitti Academy toward the creation of a philanthropic foundation and the development of initiatives aimed at fostering a more conscious, sustainable, and creative culture.

This transition became a natural continuation of my path — from transforming myself to transforming the space around me.

The material abundance I have achieved and expanded enabled me to create the Arinnitti Future of Humankind — an international philanthropic foundation whose mission is to cultivate conscious, sustainable, and harmonious spaces for living, development, and the full realization of human potential.

The Foundation was conceived as a practical instrument for bringing the idea of Paradise on Earth into reality — not as an abstract or utopian concept, but as tangible, functioning ecosystems where people can live, create, heal, and evolve in harmony with nature, themselves, and their community.

At the core of the Foundation’s work lies the integration of art, science, spirituality, and conscious living. Its projects are dedicated to shaping a new cultural model that values responsibility, beauty, collaboration, care for both people and the environment, and long-term thinking oriented toward future generations.

The Foundation’s first projects have already been realized in Costa Rica and serve as living examples of what spaces of a new era can look like — places where architecture, nature, education, culture, and inner transformation come together. Looking ahead, the Foundation plans to expand its activities and support similar initiatives in other countries, creating a global network of interconnected “Paradise on Earth” places.

The creation of Sun Castle (Castillo del Sol in Spanish) in Costa Rica became a direct continuation of my spiritual path and the first embodied manifestation of Paradise on Earth — not as an idea, but as a living, breathing space.

In October 2022, while searching for a location for a future retreat center, I encountered the villa Castillo del Sol and experienced an immediate inner recognition. From the very first contact with this place, a powerful activation of my Kundalini energy occurred, which for me became a clear confirmation of the right choice. Over time, Sun Castle revealed itself as a potent place of power, facilitating deep transformational processes for many of its visitors, including Kundalini activations.

The purchase was finalized on November 8, 2022, and exactly one year later — on November 8, 2023 — after a careful and respectful reconstruction, the space opened its doors for its first women’s retreat, bringing together eight women. Today, Sun Castle is a sacred space of awakening, where nature, architecture, the human presence, and the spiritual dimension form a unified energetic field. In January 2025, a magical spiral was created on the land, further strengthening the connection between Earth, the Human being, and the Divine.

Today, Sun Castle hosts retreats for women, men, and couples, as well as yoga practices, movement work, and spiritual ceremonies. The heart of the space is the Sun Temple, around which a living community has formed — the Sun Tribe, uniting people who choose the path of awareness, service, and conscious creation.

The Arinnitti Ark became the next stage in the creation of paradisiacal spaces and a natural continuation of Sun Castle. It is located in a mountainous region at the foot of the active Arenal Volcano, deep within the Costa Rican jungle, making it an equally powerful place of energy and transformation.

The space is surrounded by pristine wilderness and features natural hot springs. Across more than eight hectares of land, over two kilometers of trails wind through the jungle, ascending paths, and secluded areas for solitude and reflection. Two rivers meet on the property — a warm river fed by thermal springs and a cold mountain river — merging into a single, naturally warm flow directly on the land.

Arinnitti Ark was conceived as a space for deep restoration and reset of the body, psyche, and consciousness. Personalized programs are created here, integrating neurophysiology, psychology, medicine, embodied practices, and coaching. Special attention is given to recovery from chronic stress, trauma, loss of vital energy, and inner crises.

Arinnitti Ark is open to members of the Sun Tribe, as well as partners and donors of the Arinnitti Future of Humankind, serving as a living example of care for the human being of a new era and the next step in building Paradise on Earth.

The creation of paradisiacal spaces — such as Sun Castle and the Arinnitti Ark — is impossible to achieve alone. True Paradise arises where people come together for conscious, collective creation.

This is how the Sun Tribe was formed — a community of people united by the values of inner maturity, responsibility, beauty, and service to life. Members of this community are called Fireflies — those who have ignited their own inner light and choose to share it with the world.

Fireflies are not followers or students in the traditional sense, but co-creators. Each person walks their own path of transformation while simultaneously contributing to the creation of living Paradise-on-Earth spaces — through work, presence, creativity, knowledge, and support. The creative and educational projects of the Sun Tribe develop within the Arinnitti Art Academy, as well as through systematic study within the Arinnitti Academy, where participants deepen their work with the body, psyche, consciousness, and creative thinking.

The Sun Tribe is a living field where personal growth meets collective creation. For me, it is a living confirmation that a new culture is possible — a culture in which spirituality is expressed through real action, and Paradise is created here and now by people willing to be Light. You are welcome to join us on our Telegram channel.

My conscious spiritual path began in April 2014 with a spontaneous awakening of Kundalini energy during a tantric seminar in California.

This experience was both ecstatic and destabilizing: the intensity of the energetic currents was difficult for both my body and psyche to sustain. At different stages, I alternated between attempts to suppress this energy and efforts to awaken it again, moving through extreme states — from complete exhaustion to states of divine ecstasy.

In 2017, I undertook a pilgrimage through South India, visiting ancient temples and sacred sites associated with Tantra, Yoga, and Shaivism. The pilgrimage was guided by Christopher Wallis (also known as Hareesh), the author of Tantra Illuminated and The Recognition Sutras.

During my first personal meeting with him, one of the most powerful Kundalini activations of my life occurred. This experience became a clear inner sign for me: I had met my next Teacher.

By 2018, I had not only learned to engage with this energy in a stable and grounded way, but had also developed the ability to activate Kundalini in others. It was at that time that the name “Arina Kundalini” became associated with me — later becoming my first pseudonym, the name of my website, and my public identity for many years.

In 2018, I was initiated into the Trika Shaivism tradition — an ancient Tantric lineage centered on Kundalini energy, non-dual perception of reality, and the veneration of the Supreme Goddess, Maha Devi, as the source of all manifested existence.

This path affirmed me as a devotee of the Great Feminine Principle and established the philosophical, metaphysical, and ethical foundation of my future work. Within this tradition, the body is not seen as an obstacle on the spiritual path, but as a sacred instrument of awakening, while sexual energy is understood as a manifestation of universal creative force.

In parallel, I deepened my practice in neo-tantra and tantric sexuality, studying with internationally renowned teachers:

• Charles Muir, founder of the Source School of Tantra

• Margot Anand, a student and lover of Osho and founder of SkyDancing Tantra

These lineages enabled me to integrate ancient Tantric principles with modern understandings of psychology, embodied awareness, and interpersonal dynamics. As a result, a holistic approach emerged in which sexuality is no longer an isolated domain, but becomes a path of initiation, healing, and spiritual maturation.

For me, Tantra is not a technique or a ritual, but a form of service to life, the body, and consciousness — one in which restoring reverence for feminine nature, sensitivity, and cyclical wisdom becomes a key to both personal and collective transformation.

In my work, sexual energy is viewed not merely as a source of pleasure, but as one of the key forces of transformation and manifestation.

Within Tantric, Taoist, and ancient Egyptian traditions, sex magic was used as a tool for transforming inner states and influencing external reality. I have studied and applied these practices in real life — for the materialization of intentions, the transformation of life patterns, and the attraction of resources.

In my approach, sex magic requires a high level of awareness, discipline, and inner integrity. It is not a technique for quick results, but an alchemical process in which the energy of desire and pleasure is refined into the energy of creation.

The results of this work have also manifested in the material realm: the abundance I have achieved has become a resource for creating educational and philanthropic projects through which I share this knowledge with others.

The events of 2022 marked the most profound turning point in my life and spiritual path. Against the backdrop of collective tragedy and pain caused by the war between Russia and Ukraine, I passed through an experience of extreme vulnerability that led to a complete opening of the heart and a transcendence of habitual identification with my personal history and individual self.

On March 8, 2022, I experienced Enlightenment — a direct realization of Light, Unity, and a non-dual state of consciousness. In that moment, the sense of separation dissolved, and reality was perceived as a unified, living, and meaningful field, free from opposition between inner and outer.

This state was accompanied by a deep transformation of perception, a stable clarity, and my first conscious contact with my Higher Self. Enlightenment did not become an “end point” or an escape from human life; on the contrary, it brought a deeper acceptance of earthly experience, responsibility, and service.

After this event, the very way I am present in the world changed. Actions, decisions, and interactions with others began to arise not from ego-driven motivation, but from a state of inner stillness, clarity, and trust in a higher order. This experience became the foundation for all subsequent stages of my path, including processes of Ascension, the creation of Paradise-on-Earth spaces, and the development of educational and philanthropic projects.

A pivotal event in my spiritual journey was the experience of Ascension — a profound turning point that occurred on January 8, 2023. This experience was accompanied by clear inner vision, a deep transformation of perception, and my first conscious contact with my Higher Self and universal levels of consciousness, permanently reshaping my understanding of life and service.

Ascension is not merely an abstract metaphor, but a real process of inner transformation through which consciousness transcends the limitations of ego-based identification and enters a state of higher vibration, unity, and love. It involves stepping out of the “matrix” of suffering, duality, and limitation; releasing karmic patterns and internal blocks; and transitioning into an embodied experience of wholeness, one’s divine essence, and service to humanity. Those who undergo Ascension become living conduits of divine light — beacons for others, often described as lightworkers — helping to awaken inner light in others and guide humanity back toward wholeness and love.

In shaping my understanding of Ascension, I was significantly influenced by the ideas and research of William Henry, an internationally recognized author, mythologist, and researcher of human spiritual potential, transformation, and ascension. His work demonstrates that Ascension is not a distant or post-mortem event, but a living process actively experienced by people in our time and available as a conscious path into a new level of human existence.

Experiences of Kundalini awakening, Enlightenment, and Ascension naturally led to the unfolding of a range of siddhis — subtle human capacities and expanded modes of perception that arise as consciousness evolves.

Among them are heightened intuition, clear knowing, subtle sensing, and channeling as a form of direct attunement to higher levels of consciousness. For me, channeling is a clear and structured state of receiving information that is applicable to both practical and spiritual work.

Over time, I became aware of a stable connection with solar archetypes of consciousness and began receiving information that I interpret as interaction with the Creators of the Greater Universal Game — the architects of the simulation — as well as with the Ra civilization, understood as an archetype of the Sun, fire, and creative intelligence. On the day of my first Ascension, I was shown the knowledge of my connection to the image of the Sun Goddess Arinnitti — not as a title, but as a symbol of mission and frequency of service.

These capacities have become an organic part of my mentorship work and are integrated into the educational programs of the Arinnitti Academy alongside psychology, embodied practices, sexuality, and neuroscience.

Along my spiritual path, I have repeatedly received inner impulses and guidance connected to specific places of power. One such stage was a journey to Turkey — to a region where the ancient city of Arinna once stood, the center of the solar goddess Arinnitti cult in the Hittite tradition.

Historical sources indicate that the Temple of Arinnitti in Arinna served for centuries as a pilgrimage site for people from different regions. According to my inner guidance, it was important for me not only to locate the place itself, but also to enter into contact with a specific object within the temple space — the central altar stone, known as the “wish-fulfillment stone.”

My contact with this stone was not symbolic, but a deeply embodied and energetic experience. I entered a state of strong activation that continued even after leaving the temple space. I perceive this experience as an initiation and a confirmation of my connection with the Arinnitti archetype — a solar feminine principle associated with manifestation, life force, and the realization of intention.

This stage became an important point of self-recognition and further work with people, especially in the areas of potential realization, materialization of intentions, and the integration of spiritual and earthly dimensions of life. For me, this understanding is not an abstract metaphor, but a practical navigational tool — and the foundation of the spaces, communities, and educational projects I am creating today.

Shamanism has become for me not a role or a metaphor, but a living practice of interaction with the world, nature, and the collective field. I call myself a shaman not only because I serve as a tribal shaman and leader of the Sun Tribe, but above all because of the training, initiations, and many years of hands-on practice I have undergone.

I have trained in several shamanic schools in the United States, studied personally with a Siberian shaman, participated in authentic ceremonies, and completed apprenticeships with representatives of Indigenous peoples of North and South America — in the United States, Mexico, Ecuador, Brazil, and Costa Rica. This path allowed me to encounter diverse shamanic traditions that have preserved a living connection with the Earth, the spirits of nature, and tribal wisdom.

Within my shamanic training, I studied in depth the work with altered states of consciousness, ritual, the body, the voice, intention, and the energetic field. Particular emphasis in my practice has always been placed on ethics, the clarity of the psychic space, and the responsibility of the guide, as shamanic work directly engages with vulnerable layers of the psyche and the collective unconscious.

For me, shamanism is a path of service, navigation, and holding space — a way of creating a safe container in which a person can encounter the deeper layers of themselves, restore connection with nature, the body, and their own soul.

As part of my shamanic and research-oriented path, I also explored psychedelic experience as a tool for working with consciousness, perception, and the deeper layers of the psyche. My interest in this field was not recreational, but investigative and practical: I studied the effects of various substances on the human brain, perception, and emotional capacity, drawing both on personal experience and contemporary research.

I view psychedelics not as a solution to life’s challenges, but as a temporary access to states that, within a mature spiritual path, must ultimately be integrated through the body, presence, and awareness — without external stimulants. They may offer a glimpse into Source, Flow, or non-dual perception, but they do not replace inner work.

I place particular importance on psychological safety, preparation, and the integrity of the space, as work with altered states of consciousness requires a high level of maturity from both the participant and the guide. Without this, such practices can lead to disorientation, trauma, and distorted experience.

In my own journey, psychedelic experience served as a supportive phase that deepened my understanding of the nature of consciousness, but never became the foundation of my practice. My primary tools of transformation have always remained the body, presence, sexual energy, awareness, and the integration of experience into everyday life.

Over time, my experience led me to the understanding that human reality is structured as a multi-layered system, which I call the Great Universal Game. The Infinite Game is another name often used for it, as our immortal Soul plays this game endlessly, moving from one incarnation to another, merely changing bodies. The game is often called a Simulation — for reality itself functions like a finely tuned program. This is not simply a philosophical concept or a theory, but a practical observation of how events, access, and quality of life change depending on the level at which the Game is being played.

At a certain point, I stopped perceiving what was happening as random and began to recognize patterns: inner states, choices, and shifts in consciousness are directly reflected in external reality. In this way, I came to see myself not merely as a character, but as a Player — a human being capable of influencing the course of events rather than only reacting to them.

For me, the key state within the Game became flow — a state in which a person finds themselves in the right place, at the right time, with the right people and sufficient resources to accomplish what is needed. Falling out of flow consistently pointed to inner incongruence and called for work with mindset, emotions, and the level of presence. Returning to flow inevitably led to a reconfiguration of the sequence of events.

I came to the conclusion that the Game is governed from within: a person receives in life not what they want, but who they are. Conscious participation in the Game requires responsibility, presence in the moment, and a willingness to place the tasks of life above personal impulses. For me, this understanding is not an abstract metaphor, but a navigational tool for living — and the foundation of the spaces, communities, and educational projects I am creating today.

My relationship with death has never been abstract or theoretical. Throughout my life, I have repeatedly lived through the death of old versions of myself — the dissolution of identities, roles, beliefs, and ego structures that could no longer withstand truth and reality. Every major stage of my path was accompanied by loss: of a familiar self-image, illusions, attachments, social masks, and false inner supports.

These inner deaths were painful, yet it was precisely through them that I was gradually freed from the fear of life and the fear of being myself. I came to see that the fear of death is the fear of the ego — the fear of losing control and of the dissolution of form. But the consciousness that witnesses this process does not die. It remains. Death ceased to be an end for me; it became a mechanism of purification, a natural instrument of evolution and renewal.

Over time, I arrived at a simple and paradoxical understanding: the healthier the ego, the less it fears death. From this insight comes a formula I often share: “In a healthy ego, there is a healthy spirit.” This is not about suppressing or destroying the ego, but about healing it — allowing the ego to serve life rather than defend against it. When the ego ceases to be the center of the universe, the panic fear of loss dissolves, and trust in the process takes its place.

It was through these repeated inner “deaths” that I arrived at a state of inner stability, wholeness, and maturity. This became the foundation for the next stage of my path — a movement beyond ordinary human experience, toward what I call the state of the Superhuman.

In 2020, I consciously set a radical intention for myself — to walk along the upper edge of human experience. In other words, to explore and realize the maximum of what is possible within a female human body: physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, sexually, socially, and materially. This path was not a race for achievements, but a deep experiment into the very nature of human potential. I observed where the true boundaries of possibility lie, which limits are biological, and which are merely the result of fear, social conditioning, and collective constraints of consciousness.

Gradually, this journey led me to a state of inner freedom and fearlessness, as well as to a profound understanding of the evolutionary tasks of the human Soul. In my perception, the purpose of incarnation on Earth is to exit the paradigm of victimhood and suffering, unite with one’s Higher Self, and arrive at the state of the Creator of one’s own reality. It is precisely this process that I call becoming the Superhuman — not in a fantastical sense, but in an existential one. I do not walk this path alone: alongside me are my Fireflies, members of the Sun Tribe, with whom we collectively explore the boundaries of human potential, create new forms of life, and build Paradise on Earth.

The stages I have passed through — including the experiences of Enlightenment and Ascension while embodied — allow me to speak of the Superhuman not as a metaphor, but as a real evolutionary state available to human beings here and now. God-Human, Creator, Superhuman — the names may differ, but the essence is one: to remember who you truly are and begin living from that knowing.

Art and Beauty are an integral part of my path and a way of living life itself. I see myself as a servant of Beauty and strive to express it in everything — in how I look and move, in my thoughts and inner states, in the spaces I create around me, and in the projects that are born through me.

For me, Beauty is not merely an external form or aesthetics for the sake of aesthetics. It is a state of coherence, presence, and inner truth made manifest in matter. Through beauty, a person comes into contact with subtler levels of perception, awakens sensitivity, a taste for life, and the ability to perceive depth beyond form.

It is from this understanding that my artistic projects emerged.

Arinnitti Epic Production is a space where art, style, and the magic of the frame merge into a unified whole. We create epic photo and video productions around the world, bringing mythological imagery, archetypal narratives, and bold visual concepts to life. The project includes the rental of designer and collectible costumes, image creation, professional makeup, artistic photography and videography, as well as final editing in the format of cinematic reels.
We do not create mere content — we create art in which a person becomes the hero of their own myth.

In parallel, the Arinnitti Art Academy continues to grow — not simply as an art school, but as a space for awakening the Creator within the human being. We believe that through art, a person reconnects with the Divine, раскрывает their talents, and shares them with the world. The Academy supports young and emerging creators by providing an environment for self-expression, growth, and inspiration.